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Girl : Do you love me?
Boy : But of course.
Girl : How much?
Boy : More than anything in this world.

Sounds familiar? Normal conversion when you’re in a relationship. People can’t help but assumed a happy ending, who wouldn’t? But what if not? What if you really have to part ways? What is the next things to do….Move on?

How does one going to move on after losing someone you have been with or someone you have been emotionally attached with even for quite some time. When you feel that your world is torn apart into pieces. You can’t neither eat nor sleep. People around would normally say,
“That’s okay you’ll find your perfect mate in time.”
“He’s not worth your tears so don’t waste it.”
“It’s his lost not yours.”

But for those who have been in the same situation it’s not easy no matter what they say. No matter how hard you convince yourself he’s not worth it. I personally believe that there is no such thing as lesser pain that if you stop early it is better. If it is painful it is really is. Then arise you’re worst enemy - yourself. C’mon you know what I’m talking about. Why yourself? (1) You keep on arguing to yourself that it is already finished because you’re still hoping for reconciliation and (2) For a time (short or long period) you make yourself suffer.

They say time heal all wounds. Umm..i beg to disagree. Not at all times. I never befriend by ex. I just cannot easily forget how much I suffered because of them. So why give them the happiness knowing I already forgave them, sounds bitter? Im not really. When someone did something not bad I could not afford talking to the person even forever…as in forever.

But how about you’ve been emotionally attached but never had commitment? Possible? In my case, yes. Before I used to tell myself you have to hate for him so I could easily move on. But what if from the start you never had him and that he didn’t do anything except just being himself? Frustrating isn’t it?

This time…Im wishing..Im wishing that time passed by easily. So easy that I wouldn’t notice that I once felt it.

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