Him

Him : can you please give me another chance?

Her : i cant say yes because i honestly dont feel anything towards you neither will i say no because im not in the position to tell what will happen in the future. But please dont wait for me. You're too good for me.

Why cant we return the favor instead of risking something you're not sure yet? Probably because even if you only had 1% chance, you'll grab it and hold on to something you're longing for. How i wish i could teach myself to accept him again, to once again try if it'll work this time but i simply cant. I could give him A+++ for effort but it still didn't work.

Its been half a decade but i was surprise that he still waits for me. That despite all the bad things i said, he never fail to support and help me every milisecond of my life even without me asking for it.

I am certified single but it doesn't mean im loveless - yes I am in love but sometimes it's not only feelings that people should consider. Do I owe him a little explanation? I mean, shall I tell him to stop because Im in love with someone else? I already told him not to wait for me, he's a 3 decade old and should start thinking of settling down - with someone else. He deserve a better girl, far better than me.