Shayne

Good morning Girl :) I am up early again but at least not as early like yesterday. THANK YOU. I mean every single letter of it and you know why. The past couple of weeks is like a roller coaster ride, today we are UP tomorrow DOWN. So I decided to take off the ride.

I must be God's favorite nowadays, that whenever He took somebody away He replaced it with a person whom I know will be more than enough. It may sound odd but the person who replaced the one that gotten away is actually their friend (ummmmmm???). But I am glad for they know the X person so I dont need to explain a lot and knows how they will comfort me.

I am so looking forward of meeting you in person and talk about a lot of things. Not only him of course..like make up, trips we had have and dream of..type of X we had??? Hahahaha. And other things.

Oh and by the way, just want to share. Last night, I promise myself to be better than I was yesterday and will start it now.

So glad to meet you :)

Libra

Im back!!! Ironic as it may sound but what brought me back here is a feeling I wish never existed :( "It's not you it"s me" line is getting into me. I heard this twice already and made me realize that this is the most humane way of getting rid off me.

But WHY?? What did I do wrong this time? Yes I admit, Im talkative, nagger, whinny and bossy. Is it showing what I truly feels wrong? All I want is to love and be loved in return but it seems like it is impossible. As soon as they get to know me they turn their back and ran away like they were being chase by a zombie.

People around me knows how gullible I am, how immediately I fall for someone without a second thought. Im just puzzled what they see in me that they will come after me and then suddenly change their mind.

XTROLOGY said : "Dont worry about a Libra's feeling, they are more worried about yours."

Is this the reason why we ended up like this? That you worry too much about me so you just made a decision without even asking my opinion?

There are more questions I have in mind which Im not sure if I could get an answer. I so wanted to STAY, but I know my existence makes you feel odd - so i will STAY AWAY.