9.04.2010
Love 101
Ike : No, but I think attraction is too often mistaken for rightness. It's very misleading.
When cupid hits us, we unlearn all the lessons and start from A again because love will never be a teacher because hearts can never be taught.
I was thinking I must have a master's degree on falling in love, but being a romantic fool that I am, I never learn and just charge it to experience instead hahahahahaha.
Bruce said, it's nice to stay in-love. Indeed. I love the rush of blood flowing in my veins when ever he's around. And I equally hate myself for acting weird in front of him. Makes me wonder, Im 28 and yet acted like a first timer teens errrr.....if I could just scold myself (wink).
Im longing of having a boyfriend and Im not denying that fact, but as time passed by I've learned to enjoy being single and the company of my friends.
I have 2 people whom I owe a lot and will forever be thankful. Im glad to have them in my life.
Superman never fails to spoil me as long as time permits him. Willingly give in to all my "cravings". Constantly lend ears when Im sad, hurting or just bored. Only fool will not fall for him.
Mahal my fashion consultant. Despite having her own difficulties in life, she always extend her self just to accompany me. Cheers me up in times of misery. Never indulge in gossip. Never hear her mock a person just because he/she doesn't not look good. She deserves nothing but the best.
9.03.2010
Time Machine
Cant I be happy even for a week? Or atleast 3 days. One day Im happy the next days Im miserable. Am I asking for too much? Can I have a glimpse of my future so I'd know what to do now? I havent had my birthday wish and now I know..I wanted a Time Machine.
I dont wanna go back to my past - useless. I want to go to my future to see what will happen ummm like 5 years from now - 2015. I will take every precautions I needed just to have a good 2015 life.
Hayyyyy......I wish Time Machine can be bought in the malls or in home TV shopping or anywhere..as long as it exist.
As long as it exist :'(
Him
Him : can you please give me another chance?
Her : i cant say yes because i honestly dont feel anything towards you neither will i say no because im not in the position to tell what will happen in the future. But please dont wait for me. You're too good for me.
Why cant we return the favor instead of risking something you're not sure yet? Probably because even if you only had 1% chance, you'll grab it and hold on to something you're longing for. How i wish i could teach myself to accept him again, to once again try if it'll work this time but i simply cant. I could give him A+++ for effort but it still didn't work.
Its been half a decade but i was surprise that he still waits for me. That despite all the bad things i said, he never fail to support and help me every milisecond of my life even without me asking for it.
I am certified single but it doesn't mean im loveless - yes I am in love but sometimes it's not only feelings that people should consider. Do I owe him a little explanation? I mean, shall I tell him to stop because Im in love with someone else? I already told him not to wait for me, he's a 3 decade old and should start thinking of settling down - with someone else. He deserve a better girl, far better than me.