Is it a curse?

“God place different people in our lives for a reason. Some to challenge, inspire, encourage and some other good reasons.”

Whenever I get close to someone they leave me. Am I being curse? I have lots of girl friends but I am closer to my boy friend. Maybe because I get extra care and attention whenever Im with them hahaha..They tend to spoil me ^_^. That’s why I love being with them. Here are they:

* * * * * * J O H N * * * * * *
We we’re together since 5th grade. We are not classmates but we are both Legionaire (Mama Mary’s servant). My first gay friend who told me stories about gay’s life. Share some secrets. He would always joke around,
John : Tuwang tuwa ka lagi kapag kasama mo ko?
Donna : Bakit mo naman?
John : Lalo ka kasing gumaganda kapag ako kasama mo.

I once tease him,
Donna : Ma, liligawan daw ako ni John ^_^.
John : Ay Tita hindi ho kakadiri naman.
Donna : Bakit ayawa mo sakin?
John : Hindi tayo talo noh!

Time comes that I had to quit being a Legionaire because of conflicts with my schedule since my house is near the church he would always passed by and ask if I could go back but was too lazy.

I think he has the most number of past foods employment certificate umm..if I remember it correctly he has more than 10 COE.

Now he’s in Alberta Canada working in a hospital. His dreams are starting to form into reality. He promised that when he get married he’ll invite me.

“I miss you John, Im looking forward of seeing you again this December with Deano??.”

* * * * * * U N Y O * * * * * *
Known him since high school but it was only when we finished college when we got really close. Used to hang out every Sunday after attending mass at our home or his. He knows almost everything about me. Patiently understands my tantrums. Willingly attends my request. Though, he spoiled me a lot but he’s masungit. He often gives me chocolates which I love most. My past boyfriends envy him, they feel like Im closer to him than to them. We have the same dreams and right now he’s into it unlike me :c.

He’s in Dubai now working in a department store, never passed a week that he will not give me even a minute call which I really appreciate because he’s kuripot. He’ll just say “good morning and good bye and mahal na to.”

“Oi panget when you get back please don’t forget my balikbayan box full of chocolates.”


* * * * * * K E N N E T H * * * * * *
We were 7 years old when we met at SJES under Mrs San Jose. Became classmates since grade 1 to 6. Most of the time we’re seatmates because we have the same initial – M. He’s one of the few people I could say I treasure among my elementary friends besides Lani, Venus and Jeffrey.

Though, we lose communication after elementary because they transferred to other place and attend different school. After exactly 10 years, 2005, we meet because we organize our reunion.

While he’s here, he was my listener, comforter, self esteem booster….We would advise me that it’s okay to do this and that. Give tips about boys and dating. My late night txtmate.

I told him Im sad because he’s leaving but he assures me that he’ll still be there anytime.
And so he did, even if he’s miles away, he never fails to show his care. Be it thru txt or in facebook.

“Miss you ken so much. I still have lots of things to share and seek your opinion just that I don’t want to bother you much and I know it will cost you a lot if you keep on replying my txt. Promise, when you get back I have someone to introduce to you”.

* * * * * * B R U C E * * * * * *
“Is there something wrong if you and I go out?” I once asked him.
He said, “None. Why?”
“Ummmm..seems like there is something. I think they put malice or something intimate” I replied.
“I told you I eat gossip for breakfast.”

I have said so much about him already and I wouldn’t say more for the sake of other malicious homo sapiens to have something to chat when they were having in between meals or enjoying their coffee.

“You once told me that we have a lifetime to get to know each other. If that call occurs, I might get sad but I’ll be happy just by knowing you’ll be happier. And I know you’ll still be around just like my other friends. Hope to see your name in that walk way.”

^_6