One Day

It has been a productive day to me. It’s not in my plan but I woke up 6am and suddenly decided to take a walk and run (alternate hahahaha). After having breakfast I went straight to my computer and of course – WORK. An hour after lunch, I met my friend Laine because I promise her to coach her “how to park” J and well I can proudly say that it was a success. Then pick up my sister and did some groceries.

I did some de-cluttering in my room (including file sorting) because it will be renovated in 3 weeks’ time. One of the thing I saw is my journal which contains my letter to my future boyfriend..it may sound funny and weird but I really did it and will continue doing it. As soon as I’m done cleaning the room, I hit the shower, put on my night regimen and go back to my computer.

I even laugh at myself upon reading my own letter… and now, I will share what was written almost a year ago.

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August 20, 2012

Dear Future Boyfriend (FBF)
I just turned 30 few days ago and still single? Why?? Next question please hahaha!! (I think I was having a dual personality back then that I'm doing some monologue). I just cam from another "heartbreak". We were getting along for 2 months then in just a blink on an eye, he decided to hold back because he thinks he is not good for me.

Honestly, I am hurting now because I have fallen for him already. I tried to convince him that he is more than enough but I guess that's why I am not in the Sales department because it's not my cup of tea.

My friends were amazed how I manage to still thinks of him despite my super busy schedule but in as much as I wanted not to, I couldn't help it.

I decided to start this journal and will show to you ONE DAY.

Sorry for the hand writing though :).

Looking forward of meeting you,
Donna

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August 27, 2012

Dear FBF,

I am not sure if this thing will work or if this can possibly help me ease the pain of not having a significant other.

Today, I received a very inspiring words from a very dear friend Carmela, "be happy in your hearts" and I will try to be.

I promise myself that I will try to be happy with what I have. If God wanted me to stay single then I will learn how to accept it because I know that this is what He wanted for me.

But it does not mean I will stop waiting for you :).

See you around,
Donna

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Oh yessss I am back. I missed writing.