It's been days..yet it feels like a life time already. Convincing myself that everything is okay and that it will soon be over is like not taking a pill even if the pain is unbearable. Is this really what's best for ME? Of course, my dearest friends said YES YES YES. But why does it feels like it's not, I have had relationships before and at the time I broke up with them it feels perfectly right. Then I heard a cliche, "Follow your heart, it will lead you to your happiness". And so I did, but why am I miserable now? If this is the right thing to do, why am I having sleepless night?
Ecstasy went away so fast I didn't notice it passed by and I was left with Silky, brown bear and memories. I must admit, I miss him terribly. But this is the least I could do for myself because if I keep going, I might get trapped for eternity. Missing him is my biggest challenge now...and I hope..everything will be at their right place in God's time..please make it fast as possible.
You know Im not good at reading one's mind even yours. I'm so clueless of how you truly feels. Confused of why we ended this way when we started right, aren't we? I know you care and honestly I didn't like this either. "Is sharing one self to somebody bad?", course not it will only be bad if the person cannot control herself anymore. You may drive my world crazy but it is my choice. You have a lot going and don't want to be a burden.
We still need to "FIN" the movie.
3 comments:
It's hard because he seem okey of you going away... Friend, you deserve way better relationship than this... you deserve happiness.
Thanks girl :-)
"Follow your heart, it will lead you to your happiness".
...is only applicable in:
1. Career/Interest - it will lead you to success.
2. Love - it will really lead you to happiness if it is a "TWO-WAY RELATIONSHIP" or "GIVE AND TAKE RELATIONSHIP"...
if it's only like a one-way traffic, it will lead you to heartaches..
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